Things No One Tells You (*Edited 9/1/2024)

Over the past many months Jamie and I have been fumbling our way to learn about and deal with the kidney issues, neck cancer and subsequent problems due to the maltreatment at the hands of “health professionals.” There are lots of things I have had to learn that, frankly, I never wanted to know. At the same time, it pains my heart to know there are hundreds of thousands of folks bought into the lies of establishment “medicine” and their nefarious, profitable practices. Those folks suffer additional torment directly from following the liars’ advice. All at once it pains my heart and gets me angry. What makes me more angry is to discover things throughout this mess that we should have been made aware of early on. All the mainstream vultures want to do is treat us like mushrooms. (Keep us in the dark and feed us shit.) There are so many things no one tells you in dealing with these health issues! Things that can be terrifying. So, let me please share some of those things, in hopes to lend a hand to others who may be looking for information.

*NOTE: I came back to edit below for two reasons. First, it dawned on me after I sent this out that what I wrote about the bleeding was a bit misleading. You’ll see the changes below. Two, just after I sent this out we figured out a better way to deal with it.*

Reminicing

First, come take a walk with me. Let us gander along a path of beauty and harmony. God did not create chaos. He did not create pain and suffering. All that came with sin, opening the door to the enemy of mankind (satan). The LORD, our God and Creator (Elohim) fashioned man in His own image and created a bounty of everything we need here on Earth. All things He created, He declared are “good” (Genesis 1). Not simply good for us to consume. Not simply beauty to behold, or merely the pleasant aromas of spring flowers. No! Everything God created was for our benefit in every way. Health, healing, sustenance, and–the best part yet--to know Him.

For his invisible attributes, namely, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made. So they are without excuse.

Romans 1:20 (ESV)

Did you know that, “The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork.” (Psalm 19:1) Everything in Creation screams with joy at the majesty of the Lord our God. Literally everything. From the herbs in the field to the uniqueness of our fingerprints, it is all intended for our good and to entice us to know Him. I encourage you to seek to know Him more and more with every breath that He gives you. That, my dear friends, is the only way to not only get through your present difficulties, but to overcome them entirely. To know THE Overcomer… THE One Who defeated all the enemy’s tactics, even our own sinful nature, is THE only One that will bring good to your life. The Healing that you desire. He is the only One that truly loves you. He proved it at the Cross.

So, doesn’t it just make sense to seek Him and learn His ways? Doesn’t it just make sense to utilize all He created for your benefit? Your wellness. Your healing? Yes, even to cure (defeat and eradicate) all diseases. Yup. There. I said it. The taboo word that can bring folks like me great trouble from the “powers that be.” Well :p on them. “For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but…and spiritual hosts of wickedness….” (Ephesians 6:11) God does cure disease. Look through the most famous history book ever written (the Bible) and see how often He cured diseases of various kinds. Sure, most of those were in the moment “miracles”, but look at all the great stuff He created for us to heal our bodies! Once we get the hang of His design, it all just makes more sense. Once we start digging into Him and His glorious Creation, all the lies we’ve been force fed for a century or more are dispelled just like poisons from our bodies.

By God’s sweet mercy, Jamie is healing.

And that, folks, is a taste of the first thing no one tells you. Let me say it again, to be emphatically clear: God, and all the He provided in His Creation, DOES CURE disease.

Absolutely terrifying

Thank God that I learned (through trials) a long time ago to fear Him more than any other thing or circumstance. Seriously. For what I am about to share is likely one of the most terrifying things to witness. Next on this list of things no one tells you is the fact that tumors bleed. And I mean, they bleed. Keep in mind I speak of a visible tumor. Although it is connected to internal parts in my husband’s neck, it broke through the skin and has taken over almost the entire left side of his neck. I learned that is called a “fungating tumor.” I have no clue how those fully on the inside behave. In fact, we were both quite clueless about most of this until recently. And, of course, none of the over-paid poison pushers or other “specialists” bothered to inform us of any of this either. Just like the kidney doc left out the fact that Epogen is “known to cause rapid growth of particularly…neck tumors”, along with a bunch of other awful effects, no one bothered to prepare us for what to expect of this cancer. They only wanted to tell us what to do, and when we refused they stopped trying to help. Talk about discrimination, eh?

There are fewer things I can rack my brain to recall that are more terrifying than waking to see my beloved laying beside me on a blood soaked pillow. Or watching it literally squirt out the side of his neck into the sink, as he leans over to steady himself. Another thing they do not tell you is that this bleeding can not–I repeat, can NOT–be stopped the normal ways we were taught. Namely, to apply full pressure on a bleed from a tumor not only does not stop it, doing so is counter-productive. What we have found by trial and error, since no one mentioned anything to prepare us and all good info is suppressed, is to simply let it bleed. *At least this is the only advice we found in all the searching. So, this is what we did.* That, dear folks, is truly terrifying. Especially when Jamie is already dealing with struggling kidneys and extremely low hemoglobin.

*Upon further experimentation, we found that gentle pressure does help the bleed to slow down, giving it enough air occasionally to help it coagulate and stop. Doing this the last few times the tumor bled has helped considerably. My bad for following the advice of what info I found on hospital websites. Silly, silly me.

**Please also note that I use the term “experimentation” merely to explain that we are no experts here and we must try various things to find what works. I do not use the term to make light of it. This is very serious business.

*If you cannot get the bleed to stop within a couple minutes, you may need to call an ambulance.*

The bleeding does eventually stop and I think I have figured out what is going on in there.

After much searching, researching and piecing together information from various sources, I found that this bleeding is “normal”. However, in the mainstream, vulture infested industry of “medicine” and all their suppression of conflicting information, they deem bleeding as sign of the end. The majority of articles only speak of palliative care–to make the patient as comfortable as possible to have a “quality of life.” In other words, they’re done torturing you with their tools and poisons, so they devised another way to make money off you as they obliterate your hope and watch you die.

But much of their own info talks about how bleeding can occur after a “treatment” (their poisons). Yet, they keep on “treating” until their quotas are met and merely give more “medicine” (more poison) to help with the bleeding in the meantime. Other available info talks about how these tumors make their own blood vessels and these are rather fragile. They rupture easily. Still, more articles mention a “squishy” or spongy tumor versus the normal hard, immovable type. The latter is considered “most aggressive”, but not much is noted about the spongy ones. I find that fascinating. The things they note and the things they leave out.

And not one person, article, journal, etc, that I can find mentions anything about how an “aggressive”, hard tumor becomes spongy. Again, I need to point out the fact that I have no medical background whatsoever, but I think I figured at least this much out. Between what info I could find, including the stuff they leave out, and what I am witness to, it just makes sense that the tumor on Jamie’s neck is dying. It bleeds a lot, has not gotten any bigger… Well, not since we got him home from the hell-spital (hospital) and got him back on real treatment. It is incredibly, increasingly spongy. Even parts still under the skin are frequently spongy. And there are deep holes that form. They used to come and go, but for the past couple weeks remain and are increasing.

I hope you can follow my logic on that. Otherwise it would take me many pages more to explain the entirety of what brought me to this conclusion. Please, especially if you or someone you love is going through this, please do some research. I encourage everyone to take the Lord’s hand and learn, learn, learn. That is the only way to quell the terror.

A few weeks ago the Lord spoke to me and showed me that “everything inside” (the inner tumor) is “dead and dying.” He assured me that, for now, what we “see on the outside is opposite of what is going on inside.” That was a few weeks, almost a month ago. Then our Heavenly Father led me through this learning, drawing me to the conclusion that the outer parts are now dying as well. We serve and fabulously amazing Creator, don’t we? 🙂

Healing my hero

As terrifying as all this is, it also fascinates me. In the context of how our Creator designed us, it is truly amazing to witness. Again, it is incredibly taxing at best, don’t get me wrong on that. But once we grow into trusting in Him fully, how can we not marvel at His handiwork?

Although there are more things on the list of what no one tells you in dealing with cancer, kidney issues and the like, I need to share something beautiful. Ready? I think we need a beauty break here!

I often tell my husband that he is my hero. Sure, part of it is that he needs the encouragement, and I am sincere. More than that, though, is the fact that Jamie has remained steadfast in refusing the vultures’ poisons and only taking things made from God’s Creation. Especially since he was in the hell-spital the last time. He experienced first hand, and rapidly, how literally everything they gave him made him worse and even added to his list of issues. He then experienced the relief brought by refusing to take their poisons. With all that he is enduring, the pain, bleeding, short of breath (due to low hemoglobin) and all, his faith is strengthening. In that, his body is healing.

This is amazing to me to witness. I know what it’s like trusting what I believe to be true–God’s design and what He provided for our healing–but to actually walk it out can be scary. And I am coming from a position of having experienced natural healing methods of various issues over many years. Jamie, on the other hand, has never ventured this path. He has never studied Biblical teachings on this topic. He never dove into the endless pools of information, in any form, on natural healing, homeopathy, herbal remedies, nutritional supplements–none of it. His medical background was from secular college and mainstream experience. Yet he is now more convinced and adamant than even me at times, just two months out of the hell-spital. The enemy and all the lies spoken through many “professionals” have not broken his resolve or made him waver.

What a truly amazing blessing to witness. My husband is definitely my hero.

So, what are we doing?

Please keep in mind as you delve into natural healing, not everything works the same for everyone, even if battling the same disease. There are many–and I mean many!–herbs and natural remedies found in Creation that seem to have similar healing properties. Often you need to just prayerfully dive in and keep trying things until you find what works. Still, there are times you may need to switch up your choice of remedies (nutritional sources, homeopathy, etc) because of changes over time. It is a good idea to find yourself an integral naturopath that has some success stories. At the same time, whether you work with a naturopath or not, dig in and find valid resources and learn, learn, learn for yourself. Please do not just take my word for anything.

As noted previously, in addition to the mistletoe injections, Jamie is continuing with the smoothies. He makes them differently some days. Other days, he simply mixes the beet and vitamin C powder with applesauce. He rotates taking a break from the herbs periodically, simply because that is the smart thing to do. Also, he no longer drinks the baking soda in water, but bathes in it a few times a week. Again, it’s smart to not take it internally for extended periods of time. You’d be wise to look up such things before diving in. As far as diet changes, he gets fresh garlic, onions and parsley (that I pick from our garden) regularly, and he is on primarily a plant-based diet for his kidneys for now. We also switched up the multi-herb supplement from Gaia Herbs, mainly because the new one has more Nettle in it, which is fabulous to heal his plumbing. Just recently, he added a daily colloidal silver tincture to assist in clearing out a minor infection (caused by the foley and ureteral stents). Here is another thing they do not tell you: Epogen can cause a horrible rash that can last for 40-60 days even after the last injection. So, alongside all the supplements and remedies, diet changes and such, I made a lotion for him. That not only helped heal the rash, but also greatly reduce the swelling in his feet, legs and arms. So, we have two lotions–one for the tumor area and this new one for his entire body. Please give me a couple days and I will share the ingredients of both lotions 😉

Overall, at this point we can definitely say, by God’s sweet mercy, Jamie is healing. Again, this process is slow, but he is only two months out of the hell-spital. It is clear they expected him back, or dead, soon. You should have seen the look on one of the doc’s faces just this past Friday! The last time he saw Jamie was in the hell-spital and it was not good. Friday, though, this doc was so obviously excited and overwhelmed with joy to see him “look so much better” that he could hardly sit still. How cute 🙂 It’s times like these that make me marvel even more at all that God may be doing in and through my husband. Anyway… We can definitely say that Jamie is healing. The stents were removed a few days ago and new foley was put in. As uncomfortable as that is for him, he agrees that his kidneys need more time to heal without risk of getting backed up again. There, too, I think that doc was a bit surprised at how smoothly the stents came out–likely indicating the ureters may have straightened out. And, as noted above, that damned tumor has not only stopped growing, but is spongy and parts of it look eroded. Jamie said he has no difficulty swallowing and he does not feel that it is any larger on the inside.

Here’s some other great news! Our air conditioner stopped working, so I moved my office to the basement where it is cooler. How is that good news? Well, that opened up a room upstairs. As I prayed about what to do with that empty bedroom and started fixing some things, I got a vision of making a “wellness room.” There is a mountain of info about hyperthermia and infrared light therapy for many ailments. Lots of it on cancer. After exhausting all local resources, the only places I could find that do such treatments are way out in other states and countries. No go. So, although I may not be able to purchase one of their high tech machines, I do have a few things on hand that we can use and still be beneficial. Stay tuned and I shall keep you updated on the progress with this innovation!

Cancer hates heat, well oxygenated, alkaline, refined sugar-starved (get rid of all refined foods!), sun-filled environments (with NO “sunscreen”!). These things are absolute fact. So, start there. Get before the LORD, dig into His Word, repent and begin learning! And begin to throw out of your life all that inhibits growth and kills (even slowly), while you put into your life all that God created and declared “it is good.”

…and we should all do that, whether we have cancer (etc) or not!

Lastly for now

Please take a moment and head over to {donation link deleted 12/9/2024}. We do appreciate any help folks can offer. Whole, clean products for healing is simply too expensive in this country. Just as important, though, is the encouragement that you can give Jamie. As much as he is my hero, he still needs some kind kudos from folks other than me. So, please drop a note or two below (or under any previous posts about this) and share some love, ask a question, interact in some meaningful way.

Thanx so much and God bless <3

Everything God created was for our benefit in every way.