When we last checked in Jamie had been home for about a week. It’s almost a month now since he has been out of the hell-spital (hospital) and there are good days and not so good days. To be expected, I suppose. We have found, as in so many things in life, that we can use these circumstances to build our faith, or falter and squirm. To be honest, we have done a bit of squirming lately. But there again, as in so many areas of life, the biggest cause of our squirming is that the things for which we believe on the Lord are not happening fast enough. Well, at least not in our opinion 😉 Please forgive us for the lapse of time since we last posted. You may have been left wondering, “So, how’s it going?” Let’s catch up, shall we?

Basics

On June 28th, he had an appointment that was scheduled way before all this chaos, with a plastic surgeon. We hoped he could determine a method to reduce the size of the tumor as Jamie gets back on track with the treatments. Long story short, because of where it is growing and the size it has become, there is no way surgery can be done at this point. I am grateful for the fact that this doc took a few photos and measured the mass. They can compare that with the measurements the ENT took on June 7th. Then they can see how refusing Jamie his choice of treatment for the cancer caused a substantial setback. But this doc also seemed surprised that he looked pretty good, all things considered. And we found that he gained a couple pounds.

On July 3rd Jamie had an appointment with the assigned “primary” doc. Answered some questions. Drew some blood. He had already gained a few more pounds by then and the doc looked a bit surprised at Jamie’s improved appearance. Of course, he then wrote erroneously in his chart after we left. But I have come to understand they routinely write what they think as opposed to what actually transpired. Bad habit? Or plain incompetence? Not sure, but it really bugs me. Anyway… Jamie’s hemoglobin came up a whole point and his BUN (blood urea nitrogen, aka too acidic) came down 24 points. His other numbers went in the right directions also, except for creatinine. So, of course, we are keeping a close eye on that and managing partly with his diet and partly with Moringa leaf added to his daily smoothies.

On July 12th, he had another appointment with the kidney doc. You know. One of the idiots that tried pushing the dialysis. Seeing Jamie’s numbers less than a month out of the hell-spital, he finally had to admit dialysis is not needed. But I had a huge gripe with him. One of the things I did not mention yet, that they pushed in the hell-spital and Jamie finally gave in is called “epoetin alfa.” It is a synthetic form of erythroprotein. That’s a hormone the kidneys are responsible for to stimulate red blood cell production. This is another thing for which the Moringa and beet powders aid in rebuilding the kidney functions. But back to the point… In the hell-spital, this kidney doc really talked up this injection that would supposedly help his kidneys and boost his hemoglobin, reducing the anemia, etc, etc. I, of course, did not like the idea, but Jamie considered it. Right? One primary, very important thing this doc conveniently left out was the fact that it is <quote> “known to cause rapid growth of cancer tumors.”

So, this guy (doc) is looking straight on at my husband, who has this tumor growing out the side of his neck, and talks up this “innovation”, quite proudly, while remaining mute on the warnings of said injection. I did not find this information until he was given several shots already. But when I found this info, I was furious! Partly angry at myself for not looking it up sooner. By then Jamie had been given this shot every other day for two weeks. Six shots total. After I shared this with Jamie, he declined any further shots.

So, get this straight folks. The powers that be controlling the hell-spital flat out refused Jamie’s right to have his doc treat the cancer while he was in for his kidneys. For 18 days. They not only give him all sorts of stuff that admittedly harm kidneys, but give him something that “is known to cause rapid tumor growth.”

So, how is it really going?

Just as you might imagine. Each day is a mixed bag. On one hand, he is getting better. On another, he is having more difficulties. Prior to May 14th when that “nurse” filled him with cold water and sent him home after less than 30 minutes, there was progress. There was hope. Although we always have hope, because in Christ we have a hope that does not fail (Romans 5:3-5), it’s still… Well, gosh. Struggling for words here. It’s tough enough for him to be unable to do the things he enjoys like he used to. Then add the physical pain. Now add the emotional pain from not being the provider, as he is hard-wired to be. Then add the financial struggle….

I think you get it. My husband is such a sincere, dedicated and hardworking man. Always has been. This is all more than overwhelming for him. However, I do see the Lord at work here. Moving Jamie to seek Him more. So, like I said, every day is a mixed bag.

Just after he came home he was able to resume the mistletoe shots. We have now gotten to the point where we know his dose, so he can go full speed ahead, so to speak. So, that’s good. We saw the naturopath again a bit more than a week ago and she instructed him to resume the homeopathy. That works in conjunction with the mistletoe, treating the whole person. At the same time, he has a tumor that got big enough to cause him a constant headache and neck pain. There are some additional treatments we are looking into, but they’re rather tough to find locally. I’ll explain those another time.

Must first address

There are lots of folks, even outside the docs, hell-spitals and all, that keep pressing the conventional routes of “medicine” for cancer treatments. Mainly the chemo + radiation. Most will say stupid stuff, like “use together with”, or “the natural medicines can compliment” conventional treatments. Even naturopaths (one, whom I love dearly) and integrative specialists say this shit.

…and I am not sorry. That is just plain shit talk. After what we’ve just been through, I am done being nice or respectful. I am way past sick and tired of the lies pumped out daily, literally from all directions. I have zero tolerance for lies and even less for stupidity.

And it’s everywhere you look. No matter what treatment options you try to research, anything always pops up with “…in conjunction with…” blah blah bullshit. Well, let me tell you a bit more about “conventional treatments.”

Point blank, bottom line. Chemo kills. Sure, it kills most cancer cells, but it also kills everything else. On top of that, in Jamie’s case, there is no chemo drug that can be “safely” given to him (not that any of them are safe for anyone) because of his kidney issues. On top of that, look at all the folks that end up with other serious issues, illness, and disease caused by the chemo. It just makes no sense to take that risk. I know there are lots of folks that say they were “cured” using conventional treatments. Sure. Maybe. Until they’re not.

What do I mean? Radiation in particular, but all that garbage, is known to cause the cancer to grow in other areas of the body. Might be the next day. The next month. Or even the next year or so. But it comes back in some form, in some area. The vultures’ own research states that radiation is “5% to 20% likely” to return in other forms or areas. Jamie’s tumor is in and on the right side of his neck, just below his ear. If we were stupid enough to go for the radiation, where would it come up next? His brain? Oh, what fun that would be.

Again, I do not intend to be mean, but there is no more trying to be nice about this. People are dying. People are duped into believing that this stuff works. They’re oppressed into accepting that this is the best route. And all this is coming from an industry that maims and kills people for a living, while convincing them they’re “helping”. Or did you all already forget the c19 fiasco, that is still killing people btw? Or how about all the other “vaccines“?

And how about the lies against soy products? The list goes on and on! Again, do some research! Stop believing the bastards that propagate bs to their own benefit and our detriment. They lie against and suppress the good stuff that actually heals, leaving you to actually believe the poisons are the only options.

So, yeah. After all this time and, especially, the last round of lies (c19 shots, etc), plus all the info–good info– that is out there, it is flat out stupid to believe the vultures’ bullshit. It might not seem like it at first glance, but I say this in love because I am tired of watching folks submit to the torture. Needless suffering.

Our medical industry, controlled by big pharma and the “elites”, has done not a damn thing good for our people. They lie, steal, kill and destroy with their drugs and “therapies”. That’s it. Period. And people pay lots of dough to be tortured unto death. Pretty ingenious on the vultures’ part, I might say. But who else do we know is “the father of lies”? That has come to “kill, steal and destroy”?

Exactly. Does that put it in better perspective for you? Again, I am not here to demean, rather to help open your bloodshot eyes to the Truth. Our medical industrial complex oppresses our people, suppresses the truth and floods our every day with their lies. Period. …yet people still believe their bullshit and take their poisons.

Another thing that makes no damn sense to me.

It is past due time we face reality. Educate ourselves. Stand firm and fight like you’re fighting hell itself…because we are.

For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood… [Ephesians 6:11 +]